what to do... what to do?!?!

i've spent the last few hours scoping ebay, looking at various costumes. there's this really good Sora costume there, but it's still missing the shoes, and the gloves are totally oversized. there's this Ed costume that's goin' for $31, but it's missing the gloves and shoes... but i guess you could get those from somewhere else, eh? the Naruto costumes always fall short in one way or another, so i just looked for good Naruto wigs and found one. and i'm afraid that i'm gonna lose it to someone else because i have no idea how i'd be able to get it. T_T and i also ended up looking for orange jackets that are cheap enough to completely mess with (and found quite a few), and then blue jackets that were also super cheap that i could cut up. still have to figure out what to do about Naruto's fuzzy/ridged white stuff and that symbol thing on his arm. but there were a whole bunch of Chinese shirts that are EXACTLY what Ranma wears that i can get for $13.01 (that's including shipping). and they're even SILK, so... it was just like WHOA.

but i don't know what i'm gonna do about all that. i don't have the money, and if i borrowed my sister's credit card to get this stuff, there will be questions that i don't think i'm ready to answer. T_T
if i could get my mom to support cosplay, i could totally ask her tailor designer friend for tips, at the very least...

and now there's just boredom. i suppose i could go work on my latest video (i'm oh so very bored. so much.... free... time...) or on my fanfics... that video requires so much footage... i'm afraid i'm gonna run out of space on my hard drive. there is... too much... Naruto... eating... the hard drive...! >_< and then FanFiction.net has so many fun FMA/HP crossovers (i LOVE crossovers!! wheeeee!), but none of them are done and all of them feature Ed getting to beat up Draco. XD but i don't want Ed to get with Hermione. that would just be bizarre. just because they both read too much... *grumble grumble* and i want more of Al. there doesn't seem to be enough of Al, and i feel sorry for him. but yeah, the FMA/HP crossovers are really good. the two worlds really combine well, in spite of the fact that they reject each other's arts (alchemists: "magic is nonsense." wizards: "alchemy? the thing where you make gold?"). it all makes good sense, though, and i have amassed a small pile of them in my favorites list. XD Ed so rocks my eternal socks, and it's fun seeing him shake things up at Hogwarts.

oh crap, i'm going off on a tangent again. and i will skeeeeewwww to this alternate 19... uhh... nevermind. starting to go mad now. little.... angels... *collapses*

geez, i post something up almost every day... O_O everyone must be so sick about reading "the silly things Kara does when she has too much free time on her hands"...