hikaranko | crying in the shower hides the tears

i was talking to my friend from high school a little while ago about how i've been stressed out about all this upcoming school stuff... i have to find some way to go to CSULA tomorrow and get that PIN number from them. should also give them my high school transcript while i'm there... if i can't go there tomorrow i have to at least send the transcript or else i'm in trouble again.

but anyways... yeah, was talking to my friend. and i really just went out on a rant about how depressed i've been feeling about going back to school and my whole complicated... messy situation. and well... these problems have deeper roots than they seem... and well... i just started crying while i was talking to her...

have you ever felt like the people who are supposed to love you think that you're not worth helping in dire situations? like you've been completely abandoned and no one really supports you the way they say you do?

it was pretty bad... i was just lucky that no one saw or heard me in my moment of extreme vulnerability.

Edit: thanks you guys. i really feel a whole lot better now, so thanks a lot for all the advice. :) and Higgins, i could swear you stole that right out of Edward Elric's mouth. :P